"Friends are friends forever;
If the Lord is the Lord of them."

yeah sorry about the no update spell...well guys....i need to share with you something that is on my heart...i have been feeling lonely these past few months...do you ever feel like you just don't fit in with any group?...well that is how i feel...but then i thought about it and the bible says that their is a friend who sticks closer than a brother...and that is Jesus...Jesus will always be right there by my side...he will never leave me or forsake me...and that just gives me that warm cozy feeling inside..that no matter how tough and rough things get he is always going to be there right by my side...all i have to do is be willing to lean on him and give him the steering wheel of my life and let him guide me...so i am sorry but i just needed to get this off my chest

the only time i ever saw him run
was when he ran to me
took me in his arms
held my head to his chest
and said my son's come home again
lifted my head
wiped the tears from my eyes
with forgiveness in his voice he said

man oh man do i have some exciting news...i got my INTERMEDIATE...woo hoo...i got it this past wednesday during thanksgiving holidays...i mean finally...i have held my permit for almost 11 months..i mean don't you think that it was about time...and the funny thing is they asked for any changes from my permit and i forgot to tell them that i have lost 40 pounds so it still says on my intermediate that i weigh 190 when i really weigh 150...so tonight...i got to drive to church and home from church BY MYSELF...woo hoo...it was a-MAZ-ing...i am so overwhelmed...i can hardly speak...MAN that was so much fun driving..hehehe:)

so thanksgiving was great...we went to pontotoc wednesday afternoon through friday morning..ate lots of DELICIOUS food...and then drove to louisville and visited my dad's mom for a while and then came home...

saturday...woke up early...traveled to ms state and went to eat at mugshots..which was really really really good....i had a hamburger with cheese, bacon, bbq sauce, and ranch dressing...i know i know it sound gross but it was actually pretty good..it was called the mcdonald...mmmmm...mmmm....good...then we went to lan's room and hung out for a while and then went and watched ms state beat up on ole miss...heck yes they did...it was great...got to see two of my favorite band members from last year all decked out in their uniforms...hint hint...they were looking good..heheh (that is bethany robbins and kristen hampton)... so then i came home and we put up the tree and decorated it....and i guess that is about it .. so i will see ya'll kiddos tomorrow or sometime soon..i love ya'll...and i want ya'll to know that i am a great driver and it is so awesome driving...hint hint hint..if you can't tell..it was my first time to drive by myself tonight...and i am excited...ask the youth that go to my church...holla back youngins'